itula kisah nagabayan....

pg td aku g jmpe naga..spt yg ditetapkn..die tgu kt simpang umah rashid..aku jln ke sana..dr jauh aku nmpk die..rs cam nk pengsan..aku kuatkn lgkh..aku pk psl bnda lain..tp tiba2 mata aku berair gak..aku kelip2kn mata..xnk air mata tu rosakkn hari last ktrg..xnk..
smpi je kt die..aku lg rs nk jatuh..die pki seluar n baju yg ktrg beli sm2..aku tharu..sedih..n yg pstinye nk nangis..
ktrg jln ke auto..cuba buat biase..naga wangi ari ni..aku suke bau die..tp aku xleh dok dkt ngn die..rs asing sgt..tp in d mean time die buat aku rs selesa sgt..ktrg g mkn kt shanthala..die ode sweet bun aku ode sandwich..ktrg ckp byk bnda..psl posting psl blk mesia psl die g north..tp xde 1 pon psl us..em bgsla..we keep on talking like there's nothing had ever happened to us..happy..time die xtgk aku tenung n perhatikn die lama2..lps ni aku dh xleh tgk die lm2 dh..aku tgk jari2 die..still sama cam dulu...die tunduk je..kdg2 mata aku berair..feeling like holding him yet he's not mine anymore..
pastu siap mkn ktrg jln blk..ckp2 lg..biase je..aku hepi selesa..n xnk moment tu berakhir..rs cam nk hentikn masa..biar aku leh bsama die lg lama..pastu ktrg smpi la kt simpang td lg..die kate well sini la kot..aku em kn aje..afraid if i try to talk my tears will come out instead of words..pastu we say a proper gudbye..aku tgk je die jln blk umah rashid..aku perhatikn tiap lgkh die..slps je die msk pagar..air mata aku kuar xbenti...riso gak kot2 ade org nmpk sbb time tu aku kt dpn umah dy..tp xleh wat pape..aku amik sweater letak atas kepala..n keep on crying keep on walking even each step i feel like falling down...smpi kt umah aku sapu air mata n senyum..i'm letting go...
nmpknye ni la pengakhiran kisah nagabayan..indah walau sesaat cuma...

im gonna lose my mind..

pg td naga anta msg lps subuh...die kate.."im going to manipal tomorrow..after class"terus terkedu aku..xtau nk kate ape..hepi pon ade sedih pon ade..aku blur sgt..aku xreply..aku terus off hs n tido..aku mimpi..
mimpi ckp ngn naga kt tepon..aku tanye die die ade pki x bj2 yg aku bg kt die selama ni..tp aku xsmpt dgr die jwb..aku tsedar..sedih sgt..rs cam nk gile..nk meraung xleh..nk berckp pon xleh..nk nangis lg la xleh..
aku bgn nk g kls pg td..aku on blk hs..ade 1 lg msg naga..die kate"if u're free..kite jmpe ari ahad"
hampir2 nk nangis aku pg td..tp aku berlagak cool je..aku reply ckp ok..pdhl d whole thing is 'KO'..xtau la ape nk jd..yg pstinye aku dh jd cam org xbtol..biar je la..
klu inila yg tbaik..aku terima..mehla cpt..kite jmpe..n end it all..hopefully..